No... She's not okay. Every time she fights back that urge of opening up to you doesn't make her feel okay. You are her soulmate. You are supposed to be her everything. No. Not the reason of her pain n tears. Not the anguish n sorrow. You have to be her savior. Her helper. Her guide. Her angel. It may seem funny to you but she would really love it if you hold her around the waist and give a peck on her cheek and whisper in her ears that she looks beautiful. You have to let her blossom. You have to let her flourish. Your marriage should be her new found freedom. Your love should give her wings a new strength. No. She didn't marry you because she had to. She married you cause she wanted to. She chose you over the other guys who wanted her. She chose love over lust. She chose you over her infinite crushes. But no. Not for crushing her happiness n smile. Grow up. N show up. That gentleman lost in the red lit zone of so called satisfaction. Get up n illuminate your relationship. And then she will be your ultimate ecstasy.
--- Laxmi Krishnan